Beer and M&Ms don't really mix well together.
Isn't it great to learn something new everyday?

So yea, had a black cat run in front of my car while I was returning home from a carne asada run the other night.
Should've ran it over.
Cuz I'm the superstitious actor type.
Always have been a strong believer of luck.
Just not so much that it effects my life and causes me misfortune from worryin' 'bout it too much.
As an actor, luck's an important thing.
100+ auditions the last couple years and nothing because of my "look."

Guess I don't have to worry 'bout that anymore.
Decided to put a hold on acting for awhile.
For good? Who knows?
Status pending I guess.

Have nothing to show from all the years I've dedicated to it.
Just a bunch of strained relationships w/ my close ones, alienated friends, and no income.
Had fun when I worked, but not having any work isn't fun.
When it stops bein' fun that's when you should move on right?
Cuz you can only focus on your passion for so long until you have to be realistic.

I keep gettin' this nagging feeling that finances also played a part in the breakup.
A monthly budget of $80 would probably be a strain on any relationship.
And some people think the best things in life are free...

Speaking of finances, I need someone w/ good credit to be a co-borrower for me so I can apply for a loan to cover tuition for culinary school.
Somebody out there still has enough trust in me to be able to keep payments on time and not mess up their credit score too right?

First loan application fell thru because my credit score got shot to shit w/o my knowledge.
Started the month of December w/ a letter from a debt collection agency.
I owe $3,845.25 by the end of the month.
Thought I moved the balance of my credit cards into one card 'fore I left dorm life, since I didn't hear from my other card I thought everything was fine.
Should've paid more attention.
It didn't happen, and all the letters asking for payment were never forwarded back to my home.
Fucking lazy ass people at Chapultepec.

Should be fine though, gettin' more credit cards to cover the debt.
Man...

The Random Quote:
"It stinks." - The Critic